Fears in the Night


 My dreams are vivid. Almost psychedelic. I wake up at nights with my heart pounding. Afraid to go back to sleep. Why can't I remember? Fear creeps down my back and claws at my sanity. Why can't I remember? Did I or did I not remember to lock the front door?


Location: Yokohama, Japan

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